urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:110_beautifulthin is in110_beautiful110_beautiful2006-01-20T07:29:51Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:110_beautiful:1881get into this.2006-01-20T07:29:51Z2006-01-20T07:29:51Zhey everyone.<br /><br />i havent been on here for a while. school started and ive been pretty busy. ok, i keep making promises to myself to loose this weight, but nothing is happening. my ana has been surprising me lately. during the day its easy for me to stay away from food, but i just dont seem to be loosing any weight. i did start zantrex 3 though a few days ago. i dont know what to do. im hoping the z3s and the not eating thing is going to help me drop this weight fast. im going to fast until sunday-all im going to have is black coffee, green tea, water and zantrex 3 pills.. wish me luck everyone. if anyone out there wants to fast with me i could use the support system. thanks everyone got listeing. good luck and think thin(L)urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:110_beautiful:1674110_beautiful @ 2006-01-09T19:43:002006-01-10T03:48:42Z2006-01-10T03:48:42Zok... so i thought i decided to give up mia for my new years resolution... but i was wrong. i just get way out of control with my eating and theres no way i'll loose weight without purging. university classes started today and i can already tell that this semester is going to be so stressful and i know ill be binging like none other. this friday im starting with zantrex3...ive heard good things about it so its worth a try. does anyone else know of anything that works? im up for anything. thanks for listening everyone. good luck!urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:110_beautiful:1364stoked.2006-01-05T07:48:06Z2006-01-05T07:48:06Zhey girlies. I havent been on here in the longest time. Well i definitly havent been doing well with my ana or mia at all. the holidays basically kicked my ass. I lost 15 lbs and i gained it all back... but today i bought some all natural diet pills with green tea extract. you take 6 a day and youre supposed to drop weight and inches around your waist, so i guess its worth a try, im up for anything. My new years resolution was to loose 25 lbs. im at 134 right now... i also decided to give up mia. and so far ive been doing ok with that. anyways i hope everyone out there is doing well with their goals. thanks for listenng guys. think thin! love ya!urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:110_beautiful:1096meh2005-12-12T03:19:14Z2005-12-12T03:19:14Zwell today was alright. I didnt eat a single thing until 1:30 when i worked. then on my break i had a diet coke and 2 pieces of gum(5cals) and then when i came home at 7:00 i completely binged... i mean binged like no other. I had a 6inch subway sub, 4 bowls of cheerios, 5 short break cookies, jalapenos chips, and 2 pieces of banana bread. sick right? yeah definitly sick. so i purged and i think i got it all up. i havent weighed myself today but i think ill be around the same. maybe plus a pound but no more than that i think. fuck.. when i binge, i swear to god i cant eat fast enough. are everyones binges like that... like its some kind of race or something, cause mine definitly are. i guess thats why they call it a binge. Im like a bear rummaging through a garbage can. fuck. anyways i wont eat the rest of the night. thanks for listening guys and i hope you did better today than i did. ciao:)urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:110_beautiful:802so stoked2005-12-10T06:54:14Z2005-12-10T06:54:14Zhey there everyone! I have some of the best news of my life. Tonight i stepped on the scale and i was down to 130lbs!! i cant belive it. Im so happy. I thought it was a mistake so i definitly weighed myself 5 times just to make sure my eyes wernt playing tricks on me... and it was 130 everytime! yayyyy. Today i had a big cup of black coffee.. a thermous of green tea, an apple, 3 pieces of extra gum..... and then onto the binge... haha, 4 bowls of cereal and a mcchicken meal from mcdonalds! sooo nad... but i purged and im sure i got it all up, so its not that bad. and i was 130lbs well after that disaster so im not too worried about. I know i cant ever do it again though. anyways ladies, thanks for listening. Good luck to all of you out there. ciao:)urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:110_beautiful:756success2005-12-09T05:46:26Z2005-12-09T05:46:26Zhello everyone!<br /><br /> Today was a good day for me. I was so afraid that i had a gained weight over the past couple days, but i weighed myself today and i stayed the same(133 lbs) yay! anyways today was really good. I had a pot of black cofffe, a thermos of green tea, an apple and a piece of gum(about 2 calories) so all in all the day was a success. I've never done this well before. Ive always been able to go the day with like a bag of carrots and a few oranges and apples.. then i would eat dinner and purge afterwards, but today i didnt even eat dinner. Im so proud of myself. My goal is to be down to 110 lbs by march. Anyways, thanks for listening. Good luck ladies!urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:110_beautiful:257wasted day2005-12-08T06:34:53Z2005-12-08T06:35:45Zwell its 10:30 pm and I had a really unsuccessful day. I worked from 9 am to 1pm and i ate nothing until about 3 pm.. and I was feeling awesome.. then i got a moch and ate nothing else until dinner. It went downhill from there... after dinner i ate cereal and chocolate. Thats always the hardest time for me, the evening. I have nothing to do really other than watch tv and eat.. and i find that thats all i do, although I am really strict with myself about not eating past 7:30pm. Anyways... atarting tomorrow I am going on a fast. I weight about 134lbs right now and by christmas I want to be down to 125... is that do-able? Anyways, I should get going. Thanks for listening everyone and goodluck!!